“My Beloved Papa” in Honor of Mother

 

 

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Mother sitting at the feet of Papa at Anandashram Bhajan Hall

January 31 is Mother’s Mahasamadhi date, and we mark the day by celebrating Mother’s life as one of the greatest God-women this world has seen. When Master incarnated, he brought some tremendous souls with him—among those greats were Sister Gyanamata (Edith Bissett), and of course Mother Hamilton. Both lived in Seattle and became friends as sister-disciples of the Master. Sister moved down to live with the Master, Mother remained in Seattle. In subsequent years Master made Mother the Center Leader of Seattle, ordained her a minister, and then Master gave Mother the distinction of being the only woman with the title of Yogacharya in his world-wide work.

As Reverend Lawrence Koler and Cate, and Reverend Jill were all at Anandashram during the preparation of a booklet in celebration of this date, we focused on the writings of Mother to Swami Ramdas—the booklet is entitled My Beloved Papa. This booklet is available on crossandlotus.com website under What’s New, and printed copies are being distributed the same as the Journal. These very important letters show the progress of Mother’s journey to God-realization.

Mother’s teachings are unique, in that the experiences that God put her through are her teachings. When Mother completed a spiritual experience, God would guide Mother to a biblical passage and the connection between her experience and the biblical passage would be revealed to her. Such revelations may seem ephemeral or even haphazard to someone only hearing about this—however, such realizations affect every part of a person: body, mind and soul. The knowledge gained in this way does not come as an idea only, but as an entire experience that changes the aspirant down to the cellular level of body and being. These letters from Mother to Papa trace the impact he had on Mother from their first meeting in Seattle to Mother’s return from Anandashram and the Dark Night of her Soul. May Mother’s writings inform and inspire you, and ultimately lift you into the supreme Divine Consciousness.

I have always felt that to truly honor Mother, her life and her teachings, is to follow in her footsteps. I consider Mother the greatest salesman in the world, for she would tell us that to follow her we would enter the Mystical Crucifixion: it will be difficult, painful, tear us down—even to the point of death–before lifting us up in God-consciousness. Now, who wants to sign up!

Mother is leading us on the most terrific adventure known to man. Even though the saying has been made famous—Space, the final frontier—I think the true ultimate frontier is inner space through spiritual evolution. Mother is our leader, and those of us who choose are the lucky explorers in Man’s greatest adventure. Thank you, Mother, for leading the way with your courage, faith, loyalty and purity of purpose—and for your compassion upon us all through all the years you taught us and spent your life for our spiritual advancement.

Note: There is an interesting astronomical event on Mother’s Mahasamadhi Anniversary that is occurring for the first time in 150 years. It is a Super Blood Blue Moon. Super because it is in a near orbit of earth and therefore large and bright—as evidenced yesterday when I saw the moon in the afternoon and it was big and brilliant even in daylight. A blood moon because it will be eclipsed, in the earth’s shadow it will appear dark red; for those on the West Coast total eclipse will be shortly after 6 a.m. And it is a Blue Moon, you know, Once in a Blue Moon, that is it is the second full moon in one month. I often feel the effects of the moon’s cycles, and the timing of this rare occurrence is interesting. You may want to observe your meditation during this time to mark its effects—and even take a peek outside at this rare astronomical event.

 

Mother’s Laugh

motherphotofromlorraineweddingday-2Wednesday January 31, we mark the anniversary of Mother’s Mahasamadhi. While it is certainly a solemn occasion to observe the time of Mother consciously leaving the body, and we certainly recognize the tremendous contribution Mother has made to our lives, what stands out to me in this moment is Mother’s sense of humor and fun—Mother’s laugh. The streets of Mother’s joy and wisdom often met at the intersection of laughter—using humor in her work as God’s minister, and purely in comical appreciation for the general human condition.

On one occasion Mother said,

“As many of you who see more of me perhaps than others do, you know that I have a tremendous sense of humor, and that I do a lot of wisecracking, and sometimes it seems to get out of control. This evening I was reading briefly out of a book called The Master Said, which told about incidents in my own Guru’s life. He said that when he was a boy, he used to laugh a lot, and that the saints he went to see just loved his laughter. I was thinking the other day that when I get up to the pearly gates, because I’ve laughed and joked so much and sometimes taken God along with me, that I might be in a little trouble with Him. Either He was going to say, “Well, here is this terrible person that didn’t hang her head in shame and think of all the sins she had committed and what not,” or He’s going to say, “Well, here comes this individual who doesn’t think she has to wear sackcloth and ashes all the time and starve the body and what not,” and maybe He’ll just welcome me into His arms. So this story reminded me of that. Master told about his going to all these saints and how they loved his laughter, but one saint said to him, “You know, I understand your laughter. But sometimes when you laugh like that so wholeheartedly, you annoy the other devotees.” And Master said to him, “But it is God who laughs.” And the saint said, “Yes, that is true. You may laugh if you wish.” [chuckles] So I take that.

Mother, Master and Papa all had a tremendous sense of fun—they could laugh at themselves as well as the recurring absurdities of life. Sri Yukteswarji also had a wonderful, sometimes wry sense of humor. After Sri Yukteswar was recovering from a serious illness, Master wrote:

“When I ventured a few words of sympathy over his emaciated figure, my guru said gaily: “It has its good points; I am able now to get into some small ganjis (undershirts) that I haven’t worn in years!”

Listening to Master’s jovial laugh, I remembered the words of St. Francis de Sales: “A saint that is sad is a sad saint!”

From a talk Mother gave, it shows her way of using humor to make a salient point with everyday imagery:

But, you know, there are a lot of people who just love to borrow trouble, so I brought along a little recipe for misery. (laughter) I thought I’d like to share it with you. If you’d like to take it down—if you have paper and pencil . . .. (laughter) It calls for one cup of guilt, one cup of dwelling on the past, one-half cup of plain “poor me”, a pinch of sarcasm, one tablespoon of criticism, one-fourth cup of blaming on others. Blend and let it set until the ego rises to double its size. (tremendous laughter) Divide it in equal portions and bake in a hot oven of judgment. (laughter) I think that’s beautiful.

As we know, Jesus was a master story-teller who made his points while giving memorable images to his listeners. Mother could also use funny stories to a wonderful, even to a devastating effect, as she did in telling this story….

“When you have final God realization, you see, one thing is like another to you. You cannot see any difference because there is God equally present everywhere. But our egos are so great, and we think that if we have accomplished a little something, that it is we who have done it. In truth, we have done nothing. It is God who has done all of it.

There was a very capable man, one day, who was a good businessman. He had talked to a great number of people, and his talk had been extremely successful. He was lauded as a wonderful orator, and everybody said what a wonderful speech he had given. The praise that was given to him was beyond description.

The next morning, he got up and he dressed. He was before the mirror shaving and combing his hair, when he really looked in the mirror. He said to his wife, “How many great men do you really think there are in the world?

His wife looked at him, and she said, “Well, I don’t know, but I can tell you one thing. There is one less than you think.”

I think that is a wonderful, wonderful story.”

While the path can be tough, keeping a sense of humor about our human condition helps ease us along the way, it makes us not take ourselves too seriously, and it can make a point to the other fellow in a way that may be of help—and do it with a laugh. You do not need to be the saint who goes around being sad, thinking that by doing so you are pleasing God, for that, indeed, would make you a sad saint. With love in our hearts, we strive to be more like our dear Mother, delightful Master and joyous Papa—we can clap our hands and ask, “What’s the fun?”

 

 

 

Realization is Religion

religions_wheel_crimsonReligion takes on many forms all around this world, sometimes with seemingly contradictory ideas. The contradictions usually boil down to, “I am right and all others are wrong.” However, a true analysis of all the great religions is that each one has been based on a series of revelations by a few master-souls; these revelations are then instituted into formalities, ceremonies and articles of belief. These forms, originally based on revelations are then objectively called religion. As Mother Hamilton said, God made man, and man made religion.

However, the symbols in these revelations are meant to be roadmaps for aspirants to guide them to achieve their own direct perception of Truth. In the normal course of history, this goal is soon forgotten or disbelieved by religionists. Institutions hold up the revelations and say, “Worship these with faith.” The fact that such revelations are to lead to individual revelations of the Heavenly Father, Divine Mother is now seen as heresy. Those striving for fresh knowledge of God are many times convicted of crimes by such institutions. The truth is stood on its head—the real goal is forgotten and even seen as evil. Such is the repeated story of religion all around the globe and down through time.

Although prophets, men and women of God, come periodically to remind us of the supreme truth, their message quickly falls into obscurity. However, there has never been a time when ultimate truth did not exist, only that it became lost to the majority. That need never be the case—ever again. Collectively, we can stand up and proclaim the Truth of truths: realization is religion; there is no religion without realization, and religion loses its most profound meaning without it leading to raising others up into the heights of realization. With the synergistic relationship between realization and religion the tremendous potential of humanity is unleashed.

To make this truth a living reality there must be those who are willing to follow the way of saints and spiritual masters—to strive for realization and revitalize the lifeblood of living Spirit for aspiring souls. New hope for new times—through renunciation of attachment to this world and complete surrender to the supreme Being the Divine shines through its perfected beings and raises this world to greater heights.

The angel Gabriel is sounding his trumpet, calling all to the revelatory altar of the one true living God—it reverberates across space and opens wide the way for truth. Yes, there will be false prophets along the way, that is inevitable. However, there will also be true God-men and God-women who will bless this earth and all humankind, who will reveal the truth and awaken other men and women across the globe, bringing this world into higher states of illumination. There is no limit to this transformation. It all starts with those who are responsive to the call of truth and have the courage to seek it out; to know deep within themselves that attaining direct perception of God is their real purpose in life; that all religions are, in reality, here to guide and support those striving for the realization of their eternal being and existence.

The Great Swami Vivekananda

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January 20, 1929 Swami Yogananda attended a banquet in New York honoring the birth of the remarkable Swami Vivekananda. This brought to my mind the great God-man who preceded Master coming to America by 27 years. Swami Vivekananda was recognized as a prodigious soul by his own guru, Ramakrishna Paramhansa when he was yet a student at the age of 19. Ramakrishna later told some devotees that in one of his visions he had travelled to the Causal Realm where he met an amazing Being. He asked that Being if he would incarnate here on earth and help him with his mission. Years later when Vivekananda, then known by his birth name Narendranath walked through his door, Ramakrishna recognized him as the great soul he had earlier called to earth.

Vivekananda was born to a well-to-do family, but his father died when the son was in college and it fell to the young man to provide for his mother and eight siblings. Even in this time of stress he came to see his master, but it was far from a smooth journey. Vivekananda had a brilliant mind and was very independent. At first he doubted Ramakrishna’s state of realization, then he went through a time of intellectual doubt and atheism. When other devotees were distressed by Vivekananda’s outspoken views, including his doubts, Ramakrishna would comfort them by saying that Vivekananda would never succumb to the temptations of ‘women and gold,’ that he was one of a rare breed who would never be ensnared by ignorance.

By the time his master passed, Vivekananda was keen to become a monk. After some time living with his brother disciples he struck out on his own and walked the circumference of India. As he travelled south he had a deep question in his mind—How was he to serve humanity, what was his mission? At the very south point of India, on a rock where the Bay of Bengal, the Indian Ocean and the Arabian Sea meet, he determined to meditate until he had the answer. Without food or water he sat for days. Suddenly he had a magnificent vision of his guru and the history of India—he knew what he was here to do.

From there he travelled northward up the east coast, whereas before he had been fairly incognito, now masses of people responded to him. He felt he was to go to America, to the first Parliament of the World’s Religions which was to open on September 11, 1893. He came without knowing about, or having the kind of recommendations that were required to be a speaker at the Parliament—but through an amazing series of events he was invited to be a speaker. At the end of the first day he was to give a talk to over seven thousand participants. Several of the speakers before had been rather dull, the audience subdued. The end of a long day is an unenviable time to give a talk. Swamiji was nervous. He prayed before a statue of Saraswati, goddess of learning, he felt his master with him. He started his speech, “Sisters and brothers of America!” For two minutes there was a thunderous standing ovation!

From there speaking engagements were scheduled. A couple of incidents stand out in my memory of the master. One happened when Vivekananda was giving a talk at a church in a small community. A mentally deranged man entered the church and fired a gun at Swamiji. Those in the pews dove for cover as the bullets flew. Meanwhile, Vivekananda stood up front facing the man without moving. He calmly gazed at the man firing his gun until the gunman ran out of bullets!

Another interaction involved a famous man of the times. John D. Rockefeller was one of the richest men in the world. Friends told him he should meet “The extraordinary Indian monk.” Rockefeller was strong willed, independent and had no intention of doing so. One day he somehow decided to go see this man of God from India. He came to the house where Swamiji was staying. The butler asked Rockefeller to wait, but he charged past the butler and when he entered the study Swamiji was writing. Rockefeller waited. After some time Swamiji, without raising his eyes, started telling about Rockefeller’s life; things that even his closest friends did not know. Then Swamiji told the multi-millionaire that the money he had was not his own. God had given him these resources to help others, the poor and distressed—he finished by saying that he should spend his money for the benefit of society.

Rockefeller left as abruptly as he had come—he was not used to people speaking to him that way! About a week later he returned to the house, entered the study where once again Swamiji was busy writing. Rockefeller put a newspaper on the table that had headlines of a large amount of money he donated to a public institution and said, “There you are. You must be satisfied now. You can also thank me for this.” Swamiji, who did not lift his eyes, picked up the paper and read. Then he said, “Why should I thank you? Rather you should thank me for providing the suggestion.” Later this gift of money was followed by other large donations by the millionaire and eventually led to the establishment of the Rockefeller Foundation in 1913, which even now continues its charitable work.[i]

Each incident of a person’s life is like a puzzle piece that, when put together builds a picture of the whole person—however we will never have all the pieces to any one person, much less that of a such a highly God-realized Soul. The close of Swamiji’s life for this incarnation came on the 4th of July, 1902. He started the day by meditating for three hours, then he taught a class on the philosophy of yoga to young students, and later led a discussion for the planning of a Vedic College. When he went to his room he asked not to be disturbed. Swami Vivekananda left the body at 9:20 that night while meditating. Doctors said the cause of death was a burst blood vessel in his brain—devotees said the blood vessel burst when the master pierced his crown chakra, brahmarandhra, while entering mahasamadhi. He was 39 years old. His guru had said many years before that once his disciple tasted the full freedom of God, he would in that moment leave the body.

My Master is a transcript of Swami Vivekananda speaking about his great guru, Ramakrishna Paramhansa. This is PDF copy of the book available online:

http://www.vivekananda.net/PDFBooks/My_Master.pdf

Also, this is a voice recording by an actor replicating the speech by Swami at the Parliament of the World’s Religions:

https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=about+the+voice+of+speeches+i+heard+from+vivekananda&qpvt=about+the+voice+of+speeches+i+heard+from+vivekananda&view=detail&mid=A31485F372BADA371867A31485F372BADA371867&&FORM=VDRVRV

[i] Interestingly, an East Indian-American, Dr. Rajiv Shah is the current president of the Rockefeller Foundation. At 43 he is the youngest president ever, and the first Indian-American.

Painful Yearning

 

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Jesus in tremendous distress in the Garden of Gethsemane

A devotee’s consciousness reaches out to me and instantly I feel their distress as my own—it is a painful yearning for God—a desolation deep and wide. I am put into touch with my many years of such yearning for God and realization. As Mother wrote to Papa so plaintively while in her own despair, How long Oh Lord, how long?

“Oh Lord, why do You wait even a moment when such a cry comes to You from sincere devotees?” And You answer, “Do you not realize that when my son Jesus said you cannot pour new wine into an old wineskin, he was speaking of this very thing?” For this is the truth—the old wineskin of limited human consciousness and the new wine of Christ-consciousness cannot merge until powerful changes come about that makes Divine Consciousness possible in the individual devotee.

The very nerves of the body must be strengthened, or they would be burned out in an instant upon contact with these high frequency energies. However, through repeated exposure to uplifting experiences the body system gradually changes, making it a divinely fit instrument. The rising expanding energy meets the knot points in the spine and brain—a struggle ensues as physical and psychological obstacles keep the new transforming energy from flowing easily and smoothly. Emotional and psychological kinks must be worked out—these kinks are interlocked with physical blockages—the process of sadhana exposes all past emotional obstructions and false limiting beliefs. The meeting and moving through these mental sticking points gradually purifies the practitioner, for Truth cannot reveal itself when selfishness, greed, fear, and anger loom large. The cup of consciousness must be emptied of all personal attachments—there can be no exceptions.

Through deepened meditation and upliftment, a new body in Christ is generated and brought fully into being. The total yearning of heart, mind and soul is part of this tremendous cleansing and transformation. Detaching from this world is essential to moving forward on the spiritual path, but this is only part of the story. Letting go of those things that identify you with this body and the world is a must, along with a yearning heart full of devotion for God. The first is jnana, discrimination—cutting out whatever is not of transcendent-God. Bhakti then, is the positive love-thought that draws us to God, and God to us—the wine of Spirit that fills the waiting cup. The yearning pain in the heart sets up a magnetism to which God must respond. Instead of trying to empty the mind of self only, which can have negative consequences, the positive thought of God fills the mind with light, love and devotion—making for a healthy psychological outlook.

Even though yearning for God can be tremendously painful as your heart breaks in its desire for the universal vision, your increasing devotion now becomes a more powerful force in the psyche and supersedes attachment to the senses. Bliss, upliftment, joy, loving service and a positive desire for the Divine fills you and propels you to the ultimate Goal of goals. Love and discrimination work together, along with selfless service to others and a growing drive to enter into the highest states of meditation-union that becomes all-consuming.

So, I feel the painful yearning of the devotee who is at such a great distance away—and it is my pain as well. God has given me this life where I experience various moods and states of mind of aspirants—they are all deeply familiar to me. And now, pain is also bliss, for there is no fear—I know this is what it takes to crack open the seedling-heart that reveals the Soul to the soul. Even in the excruciating pain I know this absolutely, and therefore it is also endless joy—for it is the harbinger of so much goodness and light to come. Victory to God—Victory to the Light—may unbounded love and keen discrimination ever guide the way for devotees, so that all may find the flawless way to the one infinite Lord.

Celebrating Master

 

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Master & Sri Yukteswarji on the balcony                                  of Serampore Ashram

When I first met Mother in 1974 I had not heard of the Autobiography of a Yogi or Paramhansa Yogananda. My introduction to Master came from Mother—from her stories, eventually reading his books, listening to records, yes LP records, of him singing and talking, then taking pilgrimage to Mt. Washington, Lake Shrine and Encinitas. And what a journey it has been to know Master through Mother’s experiences, his writings and connection to places he lived.

I remember Larry and I climbing the stairs to Sri Yukteswarji’s Serampore Ashram in India. The steps were worn with use and I thought, Sri Yukteswar and Master walked up these same steps so many times—I felt so privileged to follow in their footsteps. Then standing on the landing where a picture had been taken where Sri Yukteswar stood and Master sat during Yoganandaji’s return to India in 1935—it was thrilling. It may be hard for some to understand how meaningful these experiences are, such as meditating in Master’s attic meditation room at 4 Gupar Road in Calcutta where Master had the vision of the Divine Mother and where Babaji came to see him before his coming to America—at what joy there is in this feeling of connection.

Of course, it is not just physical locations where a realized master resided that he may be experienced. When a soul becomes realized, more than ever their consciousness may be known wherever a keen desire and love attracts them. When at Cloud Mountain, Mother and Master gave me their darshan. In one of those darshans it was notable that their joy was bubbling over as a deep vibration. That joy repeatedly rose up from some unfathomable source deep inside them—one would start and the other would respond, and back and forth it went. It was waves of blissful joy after blissful joy that had no limits. Words simply do not do justice to being with them—however the blessings continue with me even now when remembering that evening, and will stay with me all the days of my life.

We celebrated Master’s birthday on January the fifth, but due to getting medical procedures done at that time I did not write about it on that day. But, I did want to write something about Master’s birthday, to say that if not for him there would be no Mother, without Mother I do not even want to think what my life would have been. The living Presence of these masters is the greatest of blessings to all whose minds are attuned to them. As Lahiri Mahasaya said, to think of Babaji with reverence releases a blessing to you; and so it is with all the great Ones.

It is the power of our thought and devotion that brings God and the masters to us, that gives us an experience with them. Deepened thought and devotion acts as a magnet and makes them real. There are those who write fanciful tales, some who mistake or overstate their spiritual experiences, but that should not make us doubt that we may have actual and direct experience with God or any of His saints and realized masters. To think of Master with total devotion will draw him near, will make you know that his grace and blessings are flowing to you; they will change you and draw you closer to God in body, mind and soul. Master came to make you know that you may realize God—it is for this reason only that he was born. You can honor most him by going to work and, even as he did, make Self-realization your priority—first, middle and last.

May Master ever bless you and his grace lift you constantly higher into the supreme divine consciousness of his infinite Beloved.

A Lucky Day

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Carla was born on a January day, the 13th—today is her birthday. In celebration of that birth I want to highlight just some of her outstanding characteristics. First and foremost is her courage in facing obstacles to growth and realization. When she first came to Services she and I met to discuss the path and answer her questions. Not long after these initial meetings she demonstrated a keen desire to work on those things that held her back.

One of the first things that was noteworthy was in listening to a Talk of Mother’s or mine, she later in the week told me how she had taken a theme from that Talk and had been working on it all week. This impressed me greatly. She took something in the Talk that stood out to her—meditation, letting her inner Light shine, being on the battlefield of sadhana—and that became her focus as she sought to put it to work in her life.

One of those topics proved to be a watershed moment—it was an in-depth work on prosperity. For years Carla had her own business, then since moving to Seattle area she had worked at several jobs, but did not prosper. In her focused way we discussed the obstacles to receiving prosperity. There were many levels to it, but through her work doors opened, and within a relatively short time she was in the adjoining office and personal assistant to the third richest man in the world, making the most money in her life.

The first time Carla came to a Service, she was brought by Peter. Carla heard a tape recording of Mother speaking and knew, for the first time in her life, this was the truth she had been seeking all these many years. Spiritual life and practice is not an easy thing, but no matter the ups and downs, the challenges both within and without, Carla has never wavered, never avoided doing her work to tread the path of God-realization. As one of her professors told her, you are not the first one done, but you keep going until you are. This kind of determination has been a hallmark of Carla’s spiritual life and service.   

Before and after our marriage Carla has served this Work we do for Mother and Master. Some things have come at her that would have been a challenge for anyone, but she is always focused on doing her own spiritual work throughout. Many have expressed their gratitude and love for her and the work she does, and this is an opportunity for me to do the same. Happy Birthday Carla, we are so pleased that you were born on—what for me is— a lucky day, Friday the 13th.

P.S. This Sunday, before Carla and I head south, we will have Camano Island Service at 11 that will also be broadcast on YouTube–Service will be followed by a potluck. We will return to Camano in time for Easter Sunday on April 1st. When possible, I will keep in skype contact with Centers. Ever in God and Gurus blessings.

Standing on the Threshold of Eternity

 

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San Damiano crucifix–which inspired St. Francis to “rebuild My church” and follow the Way of the Cross and the Christ

If you want your dream to be, build it slow and surely, small beginnings greater ends, heartfelt work grows purely. If you want to live life free, take your time go slowly, do few things but do them well, simple joys are holy. Day by day, stone by stone, build your secret slowly. Day by day, you’ll grow too, you’ll know heaven’s glory.”  Donovan: lyrics to San Damiano from the St. Francis film, Brother Sun, Sister Moon.

 

The air trembles, the earth is quiet, heaven and nature merge, and the field of infinite power and consciousness waits. This is a perfect moment, and what the Lord chooses or not chooses is held in His almighty hand. For I am wrapped in His ecstasy, and there is nowhere I would rather be. He wants me to be His witness, a reporter from the front lines of God-consciousness—to speak only the truth of what He gives me—what He reveals to me and makes me experience.

I had not intended to write these words, but out they came with His power. I had not intended to write the lyrics to Donovan’s song, but He put them into my mind. And once they were expressed, I had thought to write about doing His work in the coming year; day by day, stone by stone. Then, I found myself standing on the threshold of Eternity; He gave me the above experience and He made me write it out. And this is His way, at least it is with me. He does not care to consult me in His work, rather He likes me to get out of His way and let Him do it. And whether I look the fool or express His greatest truths is not up to me—for it is only He, only He.

To stand on the threshold of eternity and sing His song is all there is. And if my voice, my mind, and my heart cannot contain His melody, then He makes me mute and expresses Himself through the great Silence. For, He is the Way, He is the Life, He is all in all; there is nothing but He. These words are stillborn unless He gives them life, and life eternal. For I am His—heart, mind and soul—He is my Beloved, my infinite Beloved. Oh, how He rants, and makes me His sacrifice.

This threshold trembles with His power, and it is awe-inspiring. What my Lord is cannot be fitted into the small compartments of words—I can only point, so that others are directed toward His Infinite Presence. I am but His minion, and the “I” is crushed into His holy dust. I am destroyed by Him, yet I live—such is the great paradox of His creation. “Do not be afraid,” He whispers. For all is well, all is He; all is a sacred sacrifice for His sacred feast, for He consumes what He creates, and all becomes He—all merges into His Bliss.

None of what I write here can fit into a box, nor a maxim, not even into thought—but must be experienced to be appreciated. For these are His thoughts, and they are mighty and beyond mind, for they are not my own. He must reveal their truth, their essence if they are to be truly known—for I stand on the threshold of Eternity.

 

New Creations

Oxygen Volume 14During this New Year’s Eve Talk I spoke about having a theme for this coming year by creating a word or phrase that best articulates your primary intention for the year. When I was contemplating last year’s theme, Pilgrimage came clearly into focus for both Carla and I—perhaps this is no great surprise to you, my faithful readers of these postings. Seven months and as many thousands of miles around North America revealed the many spiritual treasures found in this great land—nature’s cathedrals, magnificent basilicas, synagogues and humble wood clad churches, all radiating their unique and uplifting vibrations. When these holy sites come to mind now, I feel them still resonating within; a blessing endowed by nature, saints and sincere devotees of God who have imbued these places with a hallowed beneficence for all—especially for those spiritually attuned.

Coming to this year, it is now a perfectly new palette upon which to create. What does God wish for the coming year? This is the question that is with me now. 2016 was about creating perfect health, and 2015 was about endings and transitions—with the specter of death constantly near me. For this coming year I know the general feeling, this intuitive sense is perhaps best expressed as: new creations. Creating Mother Hamilton’s books is definitely on the program for new creations. I will continue to make progress with these books, in joyful cooperation with those devotees who are working hard on making Mother’s transcripts available in book form.

Other creations are coming forward as well; Cross and Lotus website improvements, materials for our children with spiritual themes, stories and artwork, and support for Centers and aspirants to make rapid success in Self-realization, as well as some percolating thoughts about home design. All creation begins with an idea on a causal level—everything starts with a conception. Not all ideas achieve physical manifestation—some fulfill themselves as an idea only. And some concepts are seeds for the future-they will not see manifestation immediately, but continue to hold great power for their eventual results.

For many years Mother spoke of her intention to author books; however, this did not materialize during her lifetime. However, through her weekly Talks, Mother was very busy producing the materials that we can now use for that purpose. Her idea-intention of writing books, expressed so many years ago, will find fruition by what is being done now—this is the power of God’s will expressed through Mother as a causal creation, and using us—her willing instruments—to bring it to completion.

When you have the impulse to create, seek out first the will of God in the matter. This attuning to Spirit avoids false starts, wasted energy, and wrong directions. With clarity of intention, bring the idea into clear view. Some concepts come whole and complete, all in a flash. Many ideas come in seedling form, needing encouragement and attunement to bring out the details. For this work a calm mind with a pure intention—not selfish or doubting—is the best encouraging soil for seed-creations. Then fertilize the seed-ideas with vibrant energy from your enthusiasm and positive vision. With pure intention from the highest light and having clarity of purpose and positive energy, take vigorous and active steps toward fulfilling your goal. Attune your mind to the fact that this is God’s work, even if it is a material goal such as manifesting prosperity (for all life comes from God). From the very beginning, through the middle parts and all the way to its completion, God supplies all that you require to have the causal idea, the positive energy and all you need for the accomplishment of your intention.

By taking these steps with active attunement to infinite supply you have strength and courage when obstacles present themselves. There are some who see obstacles as “signs” they should not continue to the completion of their intentions. But honestly, what greatness of purpose has not met with opposition from every side? If doubt assails you, refer to your first step of knowing that this is God’s will. When you have thoroughly done this inquiry in the first place, then it will serve you as a touchstone to God’s pure intention—feeling its strength and purity of purpose. Open yourself to the unlimited resources of God, feel that abundance is flowing to you through creative ideas, the right help from others, new energy infusion and material resources—all flowing to you, through you and out to the world from you. You are His instrument, and God delights in making you His co-creator.

It is exciting to have a pristine canvas upon which to create as we enter the new year. Know that, being made in the likeness and image of God, you too are a joyful creator. Make this year the greatest yet for being His instrument in manifesting His Light, His joy, and His positive creations—all done for the highest good of all.

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