Picture: General George Washington: In prayer at Valley Forge-he believed in fate. In fierce battle he had four bullet holes through his coat, yet he was unharmed. This type of miraculous event occurred several times in his life.

 “The only thing we have to fear, is fear itself.” FDR said this after the Pearl Harbor attack and the beginning of the U.S. entry into a world war for which it was vastly unprepared. In that moment there were many reasons to be afraid, and yet he was exactly right in his statement. Chronic fear gets us nowhere, and can render us inert or going in absolutely the wrong direction.

 There are many triggers for fear, even at a time we are not faced with such dire events as a world war. But whenever we are filled with feel fear (for whatever reason), it may as well be war. It is a war going on right within us. However, fear does have an opposite; it is faith. Many of the great warriors down through time had absolute faith in the fact that if it is their time to die, nothing can stop it, and if not their time, they could charge fearlessly into battle.

 In modern life most are not faced with mortal combat, but there are still battlefields of fear: money issues, sickness and disease, ostracizing loneliness, failure, looking stupid, conflict; so many battlegrounds upon which fear wages battle for possession of our hearts, minds and souls. To not be defeated in this war we must look for allies that will enable us to win daily battles. Faith in fatalism, “If it is meant to be, then it will be,” is one ally. Faith can also be placed in the support of family or friends, societies, church,  or government, and when things are desperate enough, even saints, angels and/or God.

 A favorite story of mine was when a young boy was separated from his parents. The parents looked everywhere for him, then finally thought that their son had returned to their car. At last they found him sitting on the car hood. When his dad approached his son he asked, “Were you scared?” The boy responded, “I was so scared, I prayed to God!”

 Well, it has to get pretty bad before many people pray to God. It is an interesting point, and it is true, many people only turn to God when things are desperate. Why is that? Many people simply don’t see how useful it is to have regular connection with God. Rather, prayer is something done at Sunday church, or in a crises. Some may say a prayer before a meal, others have their children pray before sleep, but to think of conversing with God through the day would never occur to them, or is thought to be just for “religious fanatics—those people.”

 To see God as practical, even essential, a “workhorse” in daily life, and to cultivate a faith that meets every day needs would be an enormous step for many. For me, it seems the most logical thing in the world. From the first thing in the morning to the last thought at night God is part and parcel of my thoughts—of my being. Far from a “weakness,” it is my strength. God is my guide, my friend, comforter, solver of problems, wise counselor, an ocean of love, and peace; my all in all. And, it is the most practical thing in my life.

 Faith that God is guiding and controlling me and the events in my life frees me to act in the moment. I need only concern myself with how He is flowing through me here and now. And, if He makes me think of some future event, or something from the past, then it is His Presence that is interwoven into those thoughts as well. What of finances, health, and every other possible problem area? They are in His keeping. Now, this does not mean I do not have a role to play, quite the opposite. I am co-creator with God, so my part is essential. However, the responsibility for how things go is not on my shoulders, it is on His. My part is to actively attune myself to His will, and follow it perfectly.

 Imagine floating down a river, as we used to do with our feet pointed downstream, or floating on inner tubes or in rafts. The current is carrying you, but you must make adjustments to keep yourself from running aground or colliding with dangerous obstacles. Being aware of currents  on the river made for the safest floats. Just so, we must be mindful to keep ourselves in the “current” of God’s will. Getting caught in the wrong current could end you in staid waters of depression, or in dangerous whirlpools of swirling, endless desires, or running into downed trees of painful situations that rip you into shreds. Sometimes you must paddle hard to avoid a wayward current, other times you are easily kept in the God-current by keeping your mind on Him. Really, once  you find that passageway of God-awareness, it is much, much easier than being subject to the world only.

 Faith in God means that you trust, trust that whatever He brings you is exactly right for you. It is faith in His guidance and wisdom, that He is with you as well-wisher, friend and comforter. It does not mean that waters are always smooth and easy; but really, we do love an adventure. With God, the good ending of the adventure is always assured, but it is still an adventure.  

 Faith in God means you keep your mind on Him, you think of His qualities of being all-powerful, all-conscious, everywhere present, all love, bliss and joy. You know that He is above you, beside you, everywhere about you, and securely found within you. He is guiding you and the events around you that lead you into His tremendous kingdom of heaven. Your faith brings you into harmony with Him, and you realize in greater and greater measure the truth of who and what He is, and of who and what you are. Faith such as this obliterates fear and makes you do all things in full confidence that He is ever with you, and you are ever in Him.  

Picture: Little Lillian Grace’s parents found this message this morning on the family frig. What a soul in God. “Good morning, today is the new year. We will have a happy new year. You all are the light of God.”

Have a blessed and joyous new year, you truly are the light of God.

Picture: Lakshmi-goddess of prosperity & Ganesh-god of wisdom and overcomer of obstacles; ushering you into the New Year.

 As I think of this coming new year I picture opening a new book, or a fresh unmarked page upon which to write, perhaps sitting in a theater waiting for a performance to begin. There is openness, a hushed expectation, curiosity, and a desire to know what the supreme Author will scribe, say or do in your life. The start of anything can seem exciting, tenuous and uncertain, all at the same time.

 Through the years, we can become over-familiar with life, and in doing so we lose many precious qualities: becoming dulled to life’s wonders, entrenched in sameness, hypnotized by fear, lack, self-condemnation, or enmeshed in bitterness. These are life killing tendencies and suck joy right out of us. These perspectives are simply states of mind, as demonstrated by the fact that the person next to us, with very similar circumstances can have a completely different and elevated attitude.

 The very root of this universe is Ananda; it is an explosion of joyful-bliss. And life, when lived in God, is filled with divine Presence. No matter how far we wander from our Source, it never stops being the essence of who and what we are; this is a fact. It has been a source of great mischief that religious leaders invented eternal hell and damnation. Reason tells us that God, being the creator of all, and is more loving than the most devoted parent, will never abandon His children, never! We are made in His likeness and His image, therefore we are eternally His.

 The real question then, is how to consciously re-establish that connection? For that, we have been given the truth by living spiritual masters, and we have received the means to practice the very highest methods for realizing God by our Guru-lineage. Mental speculation is but a vague shadow compared to the light of realization. To step into that light, we must strive with all of our might; with great courage we must step out of the shadows and be illumined.

 Sri Yukteswarji assured us that all of us have had a trail of misdeeds littered behind us, but that should not stop us in striving for Self-realization. But, neither will spiritual laziness get us to the Goal. I have devotees tell me that they have no time for meditation because they play golf each morning, some who wish to drink alcohol or use drugs, others are driven by the need to socialize with friends, watch television or surf the net—there are a million excuses. But, there is one compelling reason for knowing God—it is only through oneness with Him that we can have lasting happiness; a fulfillment that does not diminish with time nor is severed by the death.

 As aspirants, we continue to live in the body–in this world. As such, there are things we must have for the survival of this body: clothing, shelter and food, at times we need medical care, for many who have taken on the responsibilities of family the list grows longer. So, we work to have balance in our lives–there are legitimate desires to fulfill living in this material realm. For some it is completing education, excelling in a profession, building a business, or raising a family. Looking to the new year we can take into account the many aspects of life—material as well as spiritual.

 Create a clear picture of who you want to be and what you want to accomplish–for every creation begins with an idea. Putting yourself into that picture, feel what that is like: the sense of self-mastery, the balance, peace, bliss, wisdom, the whole package. Think also of accomplishing what you have come to do in this world: service to humanity and the fulfillment of your dreams. Expand your consciousness to comfortably and easily accommodate your dreams–definitely invite God in to be co-creator with you. Remember, you are made in His likeness and His image; there are no limits to what He can do through you.

 Blessings, blessings for the unwritten pages that will be filled with the unfolding days of this new year, and that you be a perfect conduit for the supreme Light of this world to manifest through your every thought, word and action.

Picture: Master attained needed velocity! Flower arrangements by Rebecca H.

The after-effect of this past weekend of Christmas celebration continues to be with me. The feeling of warmth, love and delight at coming together: caroling in Christmas, communion with our Beloved, friendship and a delectable potluck—all combined to be a feast for the soul.

Certainly, devotees coming together in Satsang to commune with Truth, the eternal Being, is of tremendous help for our spiritual practice. Traditionally this is done when we come together as a group to focus upon God alone. However, the inner meaning of Satsang is fulfilled anytime you are merged in God; then there is association through oneness with Sat: the great I AM.

How to describe what living in Him, and He in me, is like? There is only He, the Divine Consciousness that is the eternal Substance, all power and all intelligence—everything there is! I do remember my life before living in Him, I remember the pain of being separate from God. Also, through my sadhana years I know the times of being with God alternating with the loss of connection with Him. To be in continuous communion with the Divine is categorically different from those previous states; a type of quantum leap. It is important that we keep the Goal of goals in the forefront, so that we do not stop short of experiencing Him deeply and continuously.

When Master was told by his guru that he had discovered God, Yogananda protested that he did not think that he had. Sri Yukteswarji went straight to the heart of the confusion: God-realization is not the attainment of miraculous powers—it is ever-new joy. We all love to have God come in super-ordinary ways, but really, miracles are small potatoes compared to exploring His vast Being. The real touchstone of God-experience is blissful joy.

How to add velocity to your spiritual practice so that you may fully realize the Divine Presence within and without? We have been given the very best tools to gain the highest consciousness: Kriya yoga meditation, chanting, keeping your mind on God, serving Him in all you do and in whom all you meet, and divinely loving Him is all-inclusive and propels you to ultimate fulfillment as a modern house-holder yogi.

I have had nothing but growing admiration for Babaji’s Kriya Yoga as taught by Master—with the perspective of over 40 years of practice since my initiation by my blessed Guru. I know of no other practice that works so directly with the spine and the brain for the evolution of all three bodies: the physical, astral and causal. The deeper we go in our practice, the more profound are the changes that occur in the subtle spine through breath, focus of mind and transformative life-energy. We are truly blessed for the intelligent design that has gone into this practice and provides for perfect balance.

To accelerate all areas of your spiritual practice you must hone your ability to focus on the Goal. Two great drivers in my sadhana was the need to know the truth, and, to experience bliss; these were not just casual ideas, but were constant needs that rendered all other desires distantly archaic. To add propellant to your aspiration for God you must have a compelling aspect of God that you cannot live without.

To break out of the earth’s gravity a rocket must attain the speed of 25,000 miles per hour. To break the gravity of earthly attachment you must necessarily travel at the speed of God! Which can only be attained by His booster rocket of Grace. You draw Grace to yourself when you love the Lord thy God with all your heart, mind, strength and soul. Attain the velocity you need by finding that part of God you must have beyond all other desires. Then, He cannot stay away, but will be drawn irresistibly by the magnet of your love—breaking free of earthly bonds and floating free in His truth and His bliss.

Picture: 3rd Super Moon this year setting over Saratoga Straights-self evident to all who have clear skies and are awake to see it.

There are certain universal truths that, whether they are practiced or not, those with at least a modicum of intelligence and reasonably good hearts accept as true. Wisdom is usually simply put, but reaches to the heart of the matter. Its breach of practice causes untold mischief in the world that leads to unnecessary suffering. One such truth is the Golden Rule: Treat others as you wish to be treated. Perhaps there is no greater guide to good behavior than this. Imagine a world in which this rule is observed by one and all!

Then there is Swami Ramdas’ creed of universal love and service. Putting into place this maxim brings hearts and minds together in marching toward the fulfillment of what mankind is really intended to be. Universal love and service is not a difficult idea to understand, only its practice requires self-mastery—your little self that leads you to anger, greed and fear needs to be replaced with pure perception of seeing that the world is God.

Jesus quoted ancient texts when he said that the greatest law is to love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, mind and strength, and the second law, which is like the first, to love thy neighbor as thy self. Oh goodness, putting this into practice solves every human and spiritual problem of humanity and leads all to the kingdom of heaven.

Babaji said that humility is pleasing to the Lord above all other qualities. Lahiri Mahasaya said to solve your problems through meditation; exchange unprofitable religious speculation for actual God-contact. Sri Yukteswarji said to forget the past, the vanished lives of all men are dark with many shames. Human conduct is ever unreliable until anchored in the Divine. Everything in the future will improve if you are making a spiritual effort now. Master poetically summarized his life of devotion and realization in the words, God, God, God. And Mother encapsulated all spiritual practice with the teaching, keep your mind on God.

We really do know what we should do. As followers of this path we have been given the highest, most powerful principles and techniques for spiritual evolution, for ourselves as well as for the world at large. It is up to each one of us to fulfill the vision that Jesus, Babaji and all the Masters have for us. We may not be able to force the world to be how we would like it, but we can change ourselves, and therefore be agents of change for others.

Let us put the universal truths we do know to work; not delay even a moment. Meditation is a keystone, for it is in turning the mind inward that we touch the hem of God, and through that proximity we are purified and these universal truths then spontaneously live themselves through us. Thus, we find confirmed through our own experience, those truths we have sensed for so long are directly revealed by the Author of all life—and are freshly born in us.

 Picture: Ganga Ma with hand extended in blessings, a manifestation of Divine Mother.

Master and Papa both worshiped God as Divine Mother; Jesus and Mother were more focused on God as Heavenly Father. Since God is both personal and impersonal, you may conceive of God in any way that draws you closer to Him.

 There are those who relate most easily to Jesus, others to Krishna, and some relate to their teacher/guru–such as our own dear Mother. What is missing in the West, due to Jesus’ and the Jewish tradition of focusing on Heavenly Father, is the part played by Divine Mother (even though the word Holy Ghost is feminine, still it does not tend to evoke that part of ourselves that relates to sacred Mother). Although, for Catholics, Mother Mary is looked to for compassion and divine intercession. 

 Both Papa and Master felt that Divine Mother drew one closer than Father. A mother accepts her children more easily and unconditionally than a father–looking after the detailed needs of her dear ones. As Papa wandered a penniless sadhu all over India he had countless experiences of Divine Mother looking after him with such tender care. Whether it was providing what he needed for food, safety, or shelter, Divine Mother was so loving and protective of her dear child, Ramdas.

 For Master, it was Divine Mother who drew him unto Herself. With the death of his mother when he was but a child, he deeply mourned for her—only increasing his ardor for finding the love of Divine Mother. Master Mahasaya, a great soul who was disciple of the remarkable Ramakrishna Paramhansa, helped open the doorway for Master getting firsthand experience with the Divine Mother. He received Her blessed assurance that She had ever loved him, and it was She that he saw behind the eyes of his own mother.   

  Now, God made us in His likeness and Image, and that includes those aspects that are feminine as well as masculine. God loves to sport as those manifestations that delight us and draw us closer. So, Infinite Spirit expresses Itself in unlimited ways, and happily responds to our deepest yearnings. Here on earth, Divine Mother is a much-desired form that may manifest in any number of expressions in India, Quan Yin (Guanyin) in China, or numerous variations the world over; as Her expressiveness knows no limit.  

 In your spiritual journey, feel that God is looking after you as a solicitous mother would look after her child. Divine Mother is ever anxious that you be safe and comforted; that you know you have Her eternal love. Whatever you fill your mind with, you draw unto yourself. Feel the tenderness and love of Divine Mother; have full awareness She is ever looking after you. Look into those soft, melting eyes and know She has ever loved you. Let Her solace ever make you know that you are Her child—that you are in Her, even as She is in you.   

 Note: I continue to be deeply indrawn, however in the paradox of Spirit I feel my closeness to you more than ever. Communing with the eternal One, let us know that we are ever joined in Divine union through our Heavenly Father, Divine Mother.

Swami Satchidananda gives Prasad (blessed food) to little boy on my lap, while little girl pronams Swamiji. [Photo by Chad; 2007]

Our eating habits can teach us many valuable life-lessons about living in the world. Food is a powerful part of people’s lives; our relationship with food is something we must encounter many times throughout the day. To find peaceful, healthful relations with food is not only good for the body, but also for the mind and soul as well.

Life-Lessons

When we eat to excess we suffer the consequences: we feel uncomfortable afterwards, it makes us lethargic, if done recurrently it adds to our weight and ultimately it makes us sick. Why do we do it then? Many times, we do not consider the consequences, but are only caught up in the desire to eat more and more in the moment. The life-lesson: always consider the after-effect of any action you do. After-effects are much better indicators of the beneficence of any action than how it feels initially. There is a saying, when you are faced with a decision, do what is more difficult; it is usually the right choice.

Another lesson from our relationship with food is the fact that many of the foods we crave are the wrong foods for us to eat. It seems a betrayal of the body to want those things that are injurious rather than salubrious. A child may eat something sugary for the first time: the eyes light up, a smile erupts and a request for more, please. Some people say they have a chocolate addiction; I say eat all you want, if it is sugar-free chocolate—there are few takers! When something is too good, it is likely not good for you. Oh this body, simply a nest of troubles! The life-lesson: be moderate—and be cautious of those things that feeds desire nature.

In our modern world products come in big packages and with great flair—meant to be consumed in extraordinary quantities. Super-sized packaging of food leads to super-sized bodies to match! Bigger is not better, certainly not better for you. Think about the actual size of your stomach and intestines, then think of how much we cram into them to be digested. It is truly amazing how much abuse our body endures, oftentimes without great complaint for many years. Life-lesson: rather than getting things because they are super-sized, that bigger is better—think about what the right-size is for you.

We can consume food without being conscious of tasting what we are eating, only taking mouthful after mouthful. To take in food with appreciation may sound like the opposite of what a spiritual person should do, but when you combine consciousness of good taste and awareness of the high quality of the food, and sprinkle it with a keen gratitude to the Giver of life and all good things, then the act of eating is spiritualized. Life-lesson: be conscious of the beauty in your life with a spirit of gratitude to your Infinite Beloved—in this way you appreciate and spiritualize all of life’s activities.

With the Holidays in season we can give “treats” to ourselves to the point of making this body sick. Hypocrites said, let your medicine be food, and your food medicine.  Life lesson: Let all the activities of your body, mind and spirit be what is best and for highest in you, and through the law of cause and effect good things will come to you. What you give up in the moment can pay dividends in years to come. The law of reciprocity works for both the harmful things not done, as well as positive thoughtful words and deeds that are done. I am sure you agree, meditation stands right at the top of that list of treats, through which you imbibe the highest quality food for the soul.

Make this season a true celebration of all that is good, beneficial and uplifting. Treat yourself to the greatest gift in life, communion with God. In that, you may feast without limit with only good consequence. Learn life’s lessons,  be wise in all things and find true happiness.

Photo: Prasad given for Mother’s Mahasamadhi Anniversary; 2007 Anandashram